How beautiful it is

She abused me
for good and bad

and I hurt
her more than she

hurt me.

It’s such an intimate
thing to be taken

that way
to let someone else

have control

until it hurts
so much

you cry out
stop! or harder

please!

until you lose
your mind

swimming in the pain
thinking how beautiful it is.

 —Stacey Warde

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